Spoon's Zone

sweet jesus

2006-07-15T17:43:00.000-04:00

So the other day I was accosted by several christians asking me if I knew what would happen to me if I died. Of course I gave them a purely sarcastic answere then went on to explain that christianity is an outdated religion based on this Abraham guy. Incedently Abraham had a touch of the schitzo.

In the end I told them top do what thier hearts told them and to always question anybody who thinks they have all the answeres.

I hope I made an impact on thier lives.

Stuff

2005-12-08T08:07:00.000-05:00

I know I have not been writting on this blog for awhile, but oh well, no-one ever really reads this shit anyhow. I am just one in a million people who occasionally writes down thier thoughts here. If I did not have to write so much for school, I probably would write more.

My friend D got married recently. I am really happy for him, he is all domestic now its kind of funny to think that just a few years ago we were playing music together and drinking lots of beer. I guess we all grow up at some point and we all want the amerikan dream. Some of us are afriad of the amerikan dream...as well we should be. Our whole lives we have been told that a house a wife, a car and a few kids are what we need in this world. Well.....I actually kind of do want that...which is scarey.. I never thought that I would actually want that. But now that I am older and just a little bit wiser I am thinking that the "amerikan dream" is not such a bad idea. Of course everything hinges on the fact of who you are seein at the moment.

Well....SpOoN has gots himself a gal thats got soul......and dat aint bad atol! So the amerikan dream does not look all that bad to me.

MMM....back

2005-07-17T12:27:00.000-04:00

Sweet, I now have access to the net again. I am happy about this, I can now post again.

Well, I survived my first year of college. I did allright. This next year should prove to be interesting. I am doing an ethnography class, wich should prove to be interesting. Hopefully there will not be to many papers that I have to write.

Lets see...what has SpOoN ben doing this summer? Well, I went cliff diving in the Catskills in upstate New York. I lept off a 35 foot cliff. Wow...thats a rush! Mmmph..I met a really nice girl...<>.
I have ben working alot as a Chef at a really good restuarant....

anyways...I shall post more now that I have internet.

technologikill

2005-01-09T18:34:00.000-05:00

This past year for me has been a really wierd time. I started college. I changed my job, live in a fucking wierd house....over all I have grown alot in this past year. I have overcome my fear of failing at school, I recieved three A's and a B. I should have done this sooner, but oh well thats the past.

this is a test:

Winter is here

2004-12-19T21:57:00.000-05:00

It just started to snow. The semester is over. Now I just have to work, alot.

Yay

SpOoN
~the end is nigh~

The Blindfold is Off!

2004-11-23T14:13:00.000-05:00

For the past five or six years I have turned a blind eye to a part of me that I can no longer ignore. I blindefolded myself to the world, what was going on in the big picture. I put away my leather, spikes, and my records. I stopped being a punk, turned apathetic. Why you might ask. Well in part it was due to a girl, she tought me not to be angry. Well, anger is the catalyst to change. I sit here day after day listening to happy songs about love, and petty things such as drugs. The other day I dusted off my old records and started listening to them again. The anger that I had when i was younger is still there, it just needed a little fuel.

There is alot of fucked up things goin on in our world today.

Most of the problems that we are faceing as americans, the falling dollar, the failing economy, the war on iraq, are due to a man who bullied his way into power. Shit, thats how it always is, look at Hilter. G.W. is running this country into the ground, and you fucking brain dead ass munches put him in control yet again. I wash my hands of this.

The blood of millions will be on his hands, and when he stands in front of HIS god I hope he gets whats coming to him.

Listen people, we are more than just fodder to be used by the U.S. war machine. We as a nation of people have to stand against such blatent abuse of power. We have a voice, we need to use it.

We need to take back whats ours.

Death rides a pale donut.

2004-11-17T15:54:00.000-05:00

Third shift, pain. IU forgot what it was like to work on the third shift. It has been awhile since I have been up for over 36 hours with aproximitly seven hours of sleep. Need sleep. I think I am going to skip class today and go home and sleep.

rest good.

SpOoN
~the end is nigh~

Site Down...

2004-11-16T18:45:00.000-05:00

It apears Cranky Old Man is down, I sent an e-mail to the master of ex-okay. Hopefully things will be resolved in a few days and we can get things up and running again. Murphy's Law once again kicks me in the ass.

SpOoN
~the end is nigh~

Je trop cool!

2004-11-16T13:36:00.000-05:00

I just gots me a job, working 3rd shift. This should be fun, I mean that sarcastically. I have two papers to write in the next week, both are research papers. I have done most of the research for both of the papers, now comes the hard part; translating notes. FUN FUN FUN

Anyways, if you don'y hear from me in awhile, its because I am study'n...

laters
SpOoN
~the end is nigh~

Frag

2004-11-07T19:09:00.001-05:00

I finally found the first albim of my copy of the white album by the Beatles. God I missed this album. Its the little things in life you miss when the midden hits the fan. Its like a hole was created, and the only way to fill it is with the memories, songs you listened to to get you through the hard times. The white album was like that for me. I often drink heavely when I listen to this album, at this moment I am drinking 40's of the Bull Ice.

Anyways, as you can see we have a new person here posting....Give her a big hello and be nice to her you fuckers..D...not to name to many names..Burn...

Anyways later fuckers.

SpOoN
~the end is nigh~

Sufferin Sucka-tash

2004-11-07T19:09:00.000-05:00

Good Shit

I had a post all wrote up, and it was actually decent...but I fucked up the whole uploading shit thing and lost it. Now I just hate everything...listen to the song fucklords...damn I need a beer, or whisky, yeah whisky..

SpOoN
~the end is nigh~

Disposable Citizens

2004-11-03T21:11:00.000-05:00

We see a lot of bombed out buildings, on our television screens these days. What we don’t see are the displaced families, the children in the streets, or the grandmothers crying on the sidewalk. When you see images of buildings on fire, or exploding due to a mortar attack, you have to remember that there is a family that lives there. Their home has now become a casualty of war. The family now has to try and salvage what they can of their worldly possessions, and move on. Most families will travel to refugee camps, were conditions are deplorable. Starvation, sickness, and disease run rampant in such places. With limited access to medical supplies, due to the bombings, a lot of people’s injuries go untreated.
When war happens, it is the civilians who are hurt the most. Civilians are the people who are not directly working for a military. Civilians are the workers at the factories that are bombed. They are the workers at the child care facilities, gas stations, convenience stores, everyday people, like you or me. We don’t see that on our televisions. What we do see, are our forces driving around in big tanks, shooting at empty buildings. We see images of a city at night, the horizon an orange-gray hue, because of the fires. These fires were started by the bombs my government dropped. I remember the first time I saw the pictures of Baghdad on fire. I was horrified at what I saw. I can remember saying to myself, “Those poor people.”
There are many different opinions given as to why we went to war. Tempers can run a little short, when you are criticizing this great nation, and its leaders. I don’t really care about what our government or the media has to say about why we went to war. But, (oh yeah, there is a but) I don’t like it. I personally feel that if you want to have a war, you better have a good reason for it. You better believe in your heart of hearts that your cause is just. You better believe with every fiber in your soul, that the suffering of innocent people for your cause is better than what they had before. When you stand there and look at a group of refugee’s, see the hollow far away look in there eye, you better be able to say with a clear conscience that you blew there home up for a good and just cause. I am sure after you explain it to them, they will understand.

to hell in a handbasket

2004-10-25T20:36:00.000-04:00

Well, It seems that I am jobless at the moment...yeah real fucking cool. I should have seen this comeing. I knew it was going to happen, it was just a matter of time. The company is not doing as well as could be expected. People get laid off all the time, stupid fucking economy. I fucking hate how shit is right now in america, its looking pretty grim out there guys. I mean shit, unemployment is through the roof, I know a ton of people out there who don't have jobs and are struggleing to make ends meet.

fuck!

On a different note, I am sitting at this moment listening to Minor Threat. I also am consuming the sweet elixer of life known as Pabst Blue Ribbon! This swill of a beer has been a standard in the SpOoN's life for quit some time. It's cheap and it also comes in a six pack of pints, god shines down on me from on high...oh...uh...sorry didn't mean to get all biblical, yo. Yeah I know, Minor Threat is a straight edge band, and I have one thing to say about that: Go drink a beer and lick a big slopping wet pussy you pent up pieces of sexual shitbags...don't take your frustration out on me.

Oh yeah, now that I have nothing to do but sit on my ass, attend class, do homework, oh yeah...and drink Pabst, I have time to work on the site. I am seaching data bases for early pics of classy pin up girls, and hopefully will have a few galleries up soon...mmm fun stuff. Vintage Porn Rocks...damn I am gonna have to write a song about that.

Blearghh, drunkin rambelings over.

update

2004-10-22T20:49:00.000-04:00

updated my site, Cranky Old Man, I am excited to be on line again. I have acess to a wireless network so I am eccentially pirating the net. Whooo fucking hooo!! I am a bandit now, an outlaw. damn I am horney.

Later
SpOoN

Sitting in the library

2004-10-19T17:30:00.000-04:00

Just sitting here in the library searching for articala written by Dorthy Ho.

I am currently moving into a new house, and well things have been busy. I really hate moving.

Need sleep.

SpOoN

comics

2004-10-12T16:04:00.000-04:00

So yeah, I have been reading alot of web comics lately. Just for shits I am going to give you the links to a bunch that I read frequently.

http://www.penny-arcade.com
http://www.angsttechnology.com/index.cfm
http://www.errantstory.com
http://thedevilspanties.keenspace.com/

You should check them out, I dig em.

On a different note, I had a test for my anthropology class last week. I recieved the test results yesterday. I passed it with flying colors, a 14.5 out of 15. Woot!! I R SMAHT!

laters folks!

SpOoN

It such a nice day out

2004-10-07T14:40:00.000-04:00

It is absolutely beautiful outside right now. It's about seventy degree's, the sun is shinning. People are walking around with ice cream cones.

AND I AM STUCK AT WORK!

I am sitting at my desk in front of two huge windows were I can see everything. It pains me to look outside and know that by the time I get out of work that it will be getting dark, and cold. Oh well, such as life. I have the next four days off of work, and school, so I will be able to enjoy the wheather! YAY!!

Well later folks!!

spanktastic arena of fun

2004-10-06T11:39:00.000-04:00

Bleargh!! So, today I had another lesson in "Just how stupid people can be". In my english class today we had a discussion on the book, Ecology of a Cracker Childhood by Janisse Ray. No one in my class had bothered to read the book. Now mind you this was on our summer reading list. Many of the people recieved the summer reading list as part of there documentation for attending school. I did not, and it took me four days to read this book, and that is with all of the other reading I have to do for my other classes. Anyways instead of reading the book, as was our assignment, the majority of people complained that it was to boreing and they didn't want to read it. WTF!!! You people are paying for this, or your parents are, what are you doing? If you don't want to do the work, leave school and find a job, or continue to live off your parents. Stop useing my class time to complain about how you don't want to do something. These people just amaze me.

I personally feal there should be an age limit on when you attend school. Lets say twenty years old. By the time someone is twenty they should have gotten over the high school mentality. They are a little more grown up, and maybe ready to apply themselves versus wasting valuable class time. Maybe I am bitter because I actually am paying for this on my own, and damnit I am not going to waste any time and effort. I resent these kids and everything they are given and I feel bad for them because by the time they enter into the real world they are going to be shocked as to what it is really like out here.

Ok bitch session over with.

Later fer now gang SpOoN!

Sweet puddin' cakes

2004-10-04T16:09:00.000-04:00

Well, I found an apartment and get to move in soon. Let me tell you, what a frikkin relief.

I have been reading all day today. I cannot think of anything interesting to write to you folks today, unless you want me to do a summery of all the textbooks and other reading I have done. Let me be the first to warn you that it would be one hell of a boreing time. I am reading all about the bushman in africa, how much they eat, what they eat, and how they obtain there food. I have come to the conclusion that I must be one hell of a boreing individual to actually sit and enjoy this stuff. You on the other hand you as my reader, are probably not as interested in the daily caloric intake of the !Kumbo tribe. Wich is fine, because I am not going to bore you with the statistics.

Anywhoo....off to class.

Crap for the Crap Gods

2004-10-02T10:18:00.000-04:00

Well, I went over to my friends house last night to inquire about moving into his house with him. It didn't work out. So now I am back to square one. Were the hell am I going to live? I am attending college and I really don't have the time or energy for this shit. I have to write a paper this weekend and start my art project.

I really have no clue as to what to do and I am so stressed out about it that it is not funny.

I have a few options still available to me and I am praying to any god who will listen to me to make it work.

Open prayer to any god: I promise that I will be good. I promise to sacrafice many a fruit and vegetable in your name. I promise I will be nice to the handicaped and retarded...somewhat. Just please let me find a place so I don't have to be stressed out and worried so frikken much.

Thanking you in advance...me.

First blog

2004-10-01T14:32:00.000-04:00

I guess I should have started one of these Blog thingies a while ago. This is were you are going to find the daily or weekly happenings of spoon. How things are going with school, personal bs and well just random discussions. I do have a website, but I have not been able to update the site becuase I do not have internet acsess on the home front. Stupid not having internet house people shit bags!!

I once again am moving out of my house, my roomates are cockbags and being assholes, so I am moving to try to save friendships. The main problem is one of my roomates is a wanna-be phycologist and thinks he has some fucked up nerosis and can't deal with anything. He might be right, but it is his own shit that he needs to deal with and should leave me out of it. I really cannot stand people who are assholes to other people becuase they can't deal with there own personal shit. I tried to explain to him that it's all a part of growing up and that he needs to deal with it himself in a private manner and not bring me down. We even had a discussion about it with all of the other roomates there, and I made him look really stupid and after I said my piece he had no argument and nothing to say. I won the argument, but still am going to move becuase this kid is just an ass.

Anyway later fer now folks.